I miss him. I am doing everything I can to keep my mind off of him. I even downloaded three dating apps. As I swiped through the pictures I could just feel the desolation from not having him in my life anymore. I know I made the right decision but deep down inside I have to wonder if I am wrong. I broke down and texted him. I told him that I really miss him. Of course he hasn’t responded and I don’t expect him to; I just hope he does. Regardless, I deleted the apps because I am nowhere near ready to even look at other guys.
Well world, have a wonderful night. I pray that we all have peace no matter where we are in life. Merry Christmas.